in my
restless dreams..

no more candy! - 11/22
/ what exactly was that??

i had 2 dreams last night, and the first one began with me, my mom, and my sister being outside doing who knows what... my mom started going on about junk food and candy (not too far off from the real one) and she said if she ever caught us with any, we'd get punished. after that we went inside, and my mom was still going on her rant about candy and me and my sister immediately realized we had empty candy wrappers/boxes hidden all over the house, and my mom started searching around so we got to work secretly taking them up and hiding them while she searched. it wasn't anything too crazy or interesting especially compared to the 2nd dream, but it was definitely realistic to how my mom acts lmao... in the second dream, me, my sister, and my dad were off to the courthouse, where my sister & i usually volunteer irl. usually we pull into the parking garage and enter the courthouse through a side door, but in this dream the parking garage was transformed into some sort of grocery store checkout(?) or like a parking garage that includes checkout machines (no people) or those machines at the airport where you put how much baggage you have. we had to "check-in" to be allowed in the court, and as we were checking in, each at different machines for some reason my sister was upset (i did something, i cant remember what) so i told her "ill buy you m&m's, you like the yellow ones, right?" and she said "no? what do you mean?" and proceeded to tell me she liked the orange bag, like the limited edition crunchy caramel flavor except the flavor was different and the m&m's in it were mini and a nutty flavor... i tried them and said "they're not that bad" and she said "wait until you see the aftertaste" and i dont know how it tasted but it probably wasnt good... she then asked "who are you? you're not from here, are you?" and i was like "what?" and at that point in the dream i had realized i was dreaming and i was like just confused before she said that i knew she liked that orange flavor and that i knew what it tasted like but i eventually woke up... that one was pretty weird and i just realized both dreams were candy related

yaoimaxxing even in sleep - 11/20 /

i find myself having the weirdest dreams nowadays. sometimes ill get lucky and dream about my interests (and forget it right after) and other times ill have the craziest ero dreams youve ever seen... today wasnt one of those luckily, but the dream went a little like this:
my mom was doing my hair, and we were watching tv. the tv was on and playing what i can only assume was an anime or some sorta cartoon and it featured two catboys... dont ask okay? please dont. one of them was taller with dark reddish hair and the other was shorter with orange hair. they didnt do anything except talk but in my dream i like knew they were about to do something gay and tried to pause the tv so my mom wouldnt see it... she then got mad and was like "i was watching that" and i was like "its not even good stop watching it" i kept it paused and started watching it on my computer right in front of her ???? i dont know what that was solving but i feel like this dream means something. it means i should never watch or read yaoi in front of my mom. i already knew that but still...